we are going on a trip

to UKRAINE! so exciting. but my entire existence for a month has been raising funds to get there. we have to raise 5,400 for the both of us to go. plane tix were purchased today. and we have about 2,000. with one month to spare. i sent out letters so every day i run to the mailbox to see if we have gotten any money. then i come back from the mailbox all discouraged. definitely not believing that He will provide the money. i want to believe it so bad but it just seems impossible. i know that all things are possible with Him who gives me strength. i have to keep reminding myself.